Hey all, I'm a little quiet on NG as of recent but I'm getting back into the swing of things, hoping that 2024 will be a big push for music but, that leaves me with an issue, I can't seem to grow, at all as a musician.
Quick recap, most my work is on NG for you to listen too and im a solo artist.
The work I have uploaded the NGs does score quite well, I get numbers coming in which I think is pretty okay with the faves, the downloads and the comments etc so I am told - somewhat, by the stats that yeah my work is okay. People don't complain on the components which I personally have a bug-bear-perfectionist mentality towards so it seems in general as an overall summary that here my work is good/okay and people like it. Brill
Outside of NG, where you go to the other socials like IG, FB yada yada yada I see little returns, I try and keep family and close friends away from posts and pages I use to promote/share things just so I at least see less bias stats coming in (though its quite hard to do when friends have it on social timelines etc) Not to be TOO downtrodden by those stats though, I am grounded enough to acknowledge that those socials particularly are just massively over saturated so its much much harder to get that level of interaction without looking into the paid add schemes and stuff like that.
So I am comfortable in saying I have some potential, of such, via the feedback I get.
Beyond that though, I have zero idea what I'm actually doing - full transparency, No B.S, just the truth.
From what I gather, you upload, share, promote and then things happen as a result which gives way to opportunities which, in turn you can share, promote out of them and then because of them... MORE opportunities make way. With me though?. I don't see anything, I simply can't get anywhere.
So quick rewind, when i say 'get anywhere' what do i mean?, I want my music to breach the confines of the bubble its stuck in, get more plays, reach more people and potentially be able to perform live more. I don't like the idea of just going for money, but there's a fine line between investing and receiving - so I need to stay grounded with that balance. I think Ricky Gervais said it best from his perspective, he failed to pursue a music career because he wanted to be a pop star instead of a pop artist. I want to be a solo artist, plane and simple. get my music out there.
Thing is I fully recognise that the live music scene is frankly going to pot around me (manchester UK) area as more and more venues drop off the planet and the demand and saturation is just going through the roof on the remaining. I don't have a press pack (per-say) but I have some template texts/photos etc ready to send and I do have stints of ringing/messaging/texting/emailing around to get a gig. The last time I tried I had an Excel document with over 120 venues listed on it from all sorts of areas, some cases hours drive away in desperation and I can recall only 4/5 ever even getting back to me. Yes, if i keep trying I could maybe see a few more venues reply but its been a while already and so I understand, realistically it probably won't change so I need a new tactic.
Another acknowledgment I need to state is, as a solo artist there is simply no competition with me and a live band, no way. The band will win everytime even if (sorry to say but it's just as an example) even if they are shit. So what can I do to stand out?.
As a performer (at least) I quite like my tech, compared to those i know and i've bumped into, primarily I perform with my acoustic guitar and sing so I can play songs that way like most people, but I prefer to use my peddle boards that I run through which opens me up to FX, compression, modulation, loopers etc. On top of that I have my board set up with an A/B in and an A/B out so I can then switch from acoustic as per, to electric and send that out an Amp. So now I can do a mixture of normal Acoustic songs, Acoustic with FX, Acoustic with backtracks and now Electric with backing tracks. And when i do perform I try to go 50/50 between songs of mine and cover songs, making a set list which is consistent in sound and whatnot. So I feel I have some artistic competence.
As a side note my music is a genre that just doesn't do very well anymore, this classic/prog rock vibe is just no longer on any radar in the indi scene, its just dominated by heavy/punk/rock. So even by using this overly complex setup, I still cant do everything I want, performance wise because of the layers and lack of other musicians. Worse case, just simple Acoustic in the traditional way, I am super limited because I simply cant play my songs, in turn, I have to sorta re-write them.
Outside of actual gigs, I have gone to open mics, but really? how many awful sounding, cluelessly ran open mics can you go to with a super limiting set of songs (because i cant take peddles or backing tracks) can you go too before you just tire of it all completely. That's a whole other level of discussion, but the truth is i've been there, done that, earnt/learnt very little, if anything.
So you could say, lets focus on the stats/online side then?.
So I have used sites like Submit hub and droptrack, the former sees me spending away money, £10 here and £10 there for credit and its clear to me people just cash in the token to provide feedback they don't want to provide often saying "it's not for us" "the acoustic was out of tune" - on a track with no acoustic, its pretty soul crushing predatory behaviour to just exploit those on the premise of 'you might get signed or played'. Of the latter, Droptrack, I did get played on a radio where they discussed my track "Beware The Radio" and it was lovely, but then again that's only 1 of many submitted on a enormous pay to play society where im back down at the bottom of the que waiting for my name to be called out in line again which takes X amount of time. So a lot of faf for nothing and on these cases, I'm actually losing money for nothing.
I have tried paying for Spotify playlists but gosh they get expensive really gosh darn quickly and, to be truthful, I so virtually no jump in stats from the time beforehand, during or after and that was for a month. BBC introducing is another angle, I've got multiple tracks uploaded there, of which practically all of them have been marked as 'listened' by an engineer and often more than 2/3 times each but none have advanced to an radio play, so that's another dead end.
I did do some research and reach out to music promotors', some big firms and some little Indi places, many email exchanges and actually multiple phone calls. One such place had a team meeting just about me, they said they loved my work and came up with a really cool plan and wanted to work with me (though saying that, it might of just been said to lure me in) they wanted £2k which was a big no no, I'm not deluded to think it would be free but there's a margin of, how much would it cost? and YOLO, lets just ask and see? I thought it was a good way of testing out reactions and help me at least gauge what potential I have. Many places got in contact and many places said the same but at that very high cost.
I do struggle with self promotion but I have tried, I try and make reels every week or too, they somewhat get interactions individually but dont direct anything towards the music work itself, I know from friends who are solo artists, say country singers for example, they get offered gigs and opportunities quite regularly, to the point I am left baffled, what are they doing that I am not?, though, my imposta syndrome just goes wild and thinks that I am just the worst of the worst.
you can see how and why I am totally stuck, I can't get a gig, I can't really boost my online situation and I can't really get a break, I do appreciate the stance that "It should be because you love doing it not the numbers" but to me, I am soul crushed on making something that no one enjoys it makes things 20 times worse. someone saying "that was great" makes me more motivated than a song i love that no one hears, that in mind, what are your thoughts?
if you made it to the end, Many Thanks <3